am i going to losing someone again?

i think so,

but this is the best.

so i let it be.

hey buddy,this is the last time im calling u 'buddy' ryte?

im gonna miss you.

i hope u always happy dgn life baru u.

its so hard for me,tp nk wt cmne kn?

its for you own good.

i'll sacrifice for mybestbuddy if its for her own good

and i dont want you destroying your life just bcuz of ME.

i hope we can befriend again.

just wanna let you know,

no matter what,

u will always be mybestbuddy.

take care your life.

dont forget to pray to Allah.

i always love you.

*THANKS FOR THE 'DEEPER COVERSATION'

nur ezamielia syariffudin

1.27a.m

im wacthing my all time favorite program ;P
WWE RAW

best wokk tgok wrestling,
msty korang rasa pelik npe ez ske tgok wrestling an?
its cuz,ble ez tgok tiz program,
its give me a satisfaction.
ble ez moody or saket aty dgn someone,
ez akn tgok tiz program cuz ble ez tgok wrestler2 tu tgh battle,
dorg blasah2 sana sini,
tumbuk sana sini,
(mcm saket an?)
ez rasa puas aty,ez imagine ez yg tgh wrestling. HAHA.
and ez dpt tgok muke2 handsome n pretty of wrestlers kt sne.
CUCI MATA laa.
haha.
for sure,kalo korg tension,try laa tgok tiz program.
BEST LAA.
tp spe2 yg agak2 mcm lembut lemah gemalai tu,
tapya laa tgok. ;)

-CREDIT TO YURAHMI ARMAN-
SEJAUH MUNGKIN



lelah hati yang tak kau lihat andai saja
dapat kau rasakan letihnya jiwaku kerna sifatmu
indah cinta yang kau berikan kini tiada
lagi ku dapatkan teduhnya jiwa

baiknya ku pergi,
tinggalkan dirimu,
sejauh mungkin,
untuk melupakan dirimu yg selalu
tak pedulikan ku
yang mencintaimu,
yang menyayangimu.

bila saat nanti aku jauh
ku harap kau mengerti,
ku harap kau sedari



thanks for everything YURA

rasa sayang

ungu - RASA SAYANG



erti hadirmu dalam hidupku
kau bawa mimpi indah temani tidurku
yang tak pernah kurasakan
sebelumnya disaat kau masih dalam khayalku

cinta terlahir diantara kita
melewati seribu senyummu
yang tak pernah kurasakan
sebelumnya disaat kau masih dalam khayalku

berjuta rasa cinta tercipta
mengiringi langkah kau dan aku
menyelimuti masa yang lalu
dan tak mungkin terpisahkan

kata sayang untuk dirimu
yang ku hembuskan kepadamu
sebagai tanda cintaku untuk dirimu

takkan hilang di telan waktu
takkan punah termakan ragu
menghiasi seluruh hidup dan matiku

guys, damn SORRY!!!

guys,i know i've been stupid,
im sorry cuz making life all of you SUCK.



to YURAHMI ARMAN :-

im sorry cuz making your life suffer,
actually, i have no RELATIONSHIP with wanny.
i just nk test u wether u btol2 syg kt i atw x,
but,today,i knew the truth,
u never love me at once pn.
i did this cuz nk u rasa ape yg i rasa ble dpermainkan.
god shows me the reallity. u sanggup ilank i dr u ilank IRA ryte?
its okay, i redha je u wt cmnie kt i.
mybe i deserve it.
but for sure, i tak pena ade ape2 dgn wanny or else.
IM SORRY



to eina :-

hey buddy, thanxx cuz being my bestfriend.
ILOVEYOUU
here, i nk minx maaf sgt2 cuz mybe i da tipu u ape2.
hum yeah,cte yg u dgr pasal i n dye its true.
but now its over.
i promised i takan wt cmni lagi.


to pijat :-

im sorry if ez buat pijat saket aty.
ez taw ez teruk kn??
yeah,iloveyoutoo pijat.
im sorry cuz ez ckp IHATEYOU kt pijat.
kadang2 ez saket aty,thatz why ez ckp camtu.
tp i swear, i didnt mean it pn,
ez takan benci kt pijat ok?
IM SORRY PIJAT


to my bff ZAN :-

zan,org minx maaf byk2 kalau sllu susahkn zan k?
u're my greatGREAT bestfriend.
iloveyou my bff ;)


to elyana :-

hey you,im sorry cuz da byk kali hurt u,
i tak bermaksud nk wt cmtu kt u.
but, between love n friendship,
im chosing friendship.
hope u faham i.
damn sorry.

guys, SORRY sgt2!!

guys, im SORRY to those who was does'nt like my new haircut and colour.
ez pnye haircut and colour nie just for temporary ONLY okay ? ;)

your love made me BLIND

CREDIT TO *YOU

BLIND




Never thought that I'd say,
I wish I didn't love you ever since the first date.
When you got close, my heart would just stop
Thought me and you together would end up on top.
You change me for better for worse,
I know I was caught up always put you first.
I never once thought you would be trifling,
But I was blinded.


I was like oh, oh, oh, never wanna let you go, go, go
I was open before, had me open before, but now I know


Love made me blind, so I couldn't see
All the lies you told, were right in front of me.
Since love made me blind, you made a fool of me
You made it look so perfect, when it wasn't meant to be
Your love made me blind.


I gave all of my trust, didn't think you being faithful
was asking too much but I'm good,
glad that I know now,
I was fooled but faith let me see.
How they say every tear has it's reasons,
Every smile has it's own season.
I never once thought you would be trifling,
But I was blinded.


I was like oh, oh, oh, never wanna let you go, go, go
I was open before, had me open before, but now I know


Love made me blind, so I couldn't see
All the lies you told, were right in front of me.
Since love made me blind, you made a fool of me
You made it look so perfect, when it wasn't meant to be
Your love made me blind, your love made me blind,
love made me blind, love made me blind, oooh


Cause when I felt your lips press against mine,
Thought the sweet smell of your perfume was all mine.
Didn't know you were a beautiful liar,
Cause love made me blind.


Love made me blind, so I couldn't see
All the lies you told, were right in front of me.
Since love made me blind, you made a fool of me
You made it look so perfect, when it wasn't meant to be
Your love made me blind, ooh your love made me blind,
Your love made me blind, your love made me blind..

broke up with her! SHIT (17th march 2010)

petang tady aku memg dah rase cm saket aty dgn **ra cuz dye wat palat dgn aku.
status kt ms dye menyakitkan aty,kt ym pulak dye cari pasal dgn aku,
ape salah aku kt dye? aku ni xckup baek ke ntk dye?
hurr~
smbil tgu wrestling nk start pkul10,lepak2 on9 dlu,but
till 10pm im waiting for her text,but till that time dye langsung ta bagy text.
okay fineee,
dah xrety nk bagy text..
fine then
wt bodo jela kn..
hum,tupp tupp,rupenye dye tgh text dgn fara,
agk saket aty jgk laa dye wat cmtu an?
hum fine. aku wat bodo je.


and and till one time dlm pkul 1.05 dye bagy text ckp,

'u,i nak break,im sowey ;('

hello,dye dye igt aku ni ape? senang2 je wt aku cmnie..aku ta reply lgsg text dye cuz rse sebak gle doe!
k fine,pkul3 pagy aku bg text kt dye ckp,
'k fine,i let you go away from me,thanxx gile cuz wat i cmnie,
stay away from me so i can forget all bout you,bye.'

goodbye my lover!


p/s : she make me crying a lot that night. ;(

heyyo guys!

gah!
lets start from the beginning yaw?


hum, how i describe my self as ez syarif?



- im born to be nur ezamielia bt syariffudin

- im 19teen since this 1st feb 2010

- easy goin,openminded,happy go lucky, and love to meetin people who i loved! ;)

-bad attitude? yup,i got it, im HOT TEMPEREDDD! berani cari laa pasal.hah!

-dont worry,ez baek okay? ;))